I can do hard things….

Hello,

I had my surgery yesterday to remove precancerous cells…. I was told I looked at the male anesthesiologist like he was Freddy Kruger by my best friend who went with me for support. I was scared to be put to sleep, that they would do something I wasn’t aware of. I’ve been hurt by medical professionals before so it was hard to trust them, but it helped that one of the people on the team in the OR had my best friends first name, it was like a sign I was going to be okay. That was really hard to do.

I had my first appointment with my new therapist today, she has been there awhile and isn’t going anywhere so that’s good, maybe I’ll finally have a long term therapist. She seems really nice. I’m going to see her every other week instead of every week (mainly due to the cost and timing with work). I went over a lot with her… because she was asking about my life and such…. It was hard but I did it!

That’s all for now, I’m going to be taking it easy and I recover from the surgery and read a book or two.

Never let them win! Don’t forget to shine! Always look for the light!